(essay)

It means that there is a heavy object flying over you that wants to break up and tear you apart. It means that some person hates you very much.

This means that the war is still going on. In these moments you rely on God and Ukrainian Air Defense. You just sit and wait. For hours you think you are used to it, but nevertheless something at the bottom of your heart freezes and waits for news. Or you hope that there will be no news, except for the fact that all the enemy rockets were shot down. The new and quite spectacular reality will come to an end at some point. I hope sooner than my patience comes to an end. So I’ll make some tea, watch a movie and sleep. Because we have a long road, it is important to replenish our strength and be of help to others. This is how we live…From a basement…to a basement…