(diary)

10.10.22

I woke up early today. Maybe you think that I needed to get prepared for the lessons or that I just like to wake up early—no. The terrorist country decided to remind us of the same day and fired 83 missiles at our country.

Explosions were heard in almost all cities of Ukraine. My parents were scared, I saw fear in their eyes, but they were afraid not for themselves but for us… We quickly got dressed, took our documents and went to the bomb shelter. We have already been so used to such a life that we didn’t even ask each other what to take with us, what to wear and so on. They sat in silence for more than three hours and waited for the break.

Death, blood, anger, inhumanity – all this describes Russian missies and drone strikes.

You know, I didn’t have a single drop of fear today, like on February 24… I was angry, I wanted revenge for all the innocent lives, for the children, for their parents.

In one morning, 11 people died and 89 were injured. I don’t want to believe it. Do we deserve it? Must my youth be like this? In any case, we will not know the answers to these questions soon.

11.10.22

I woke up again to an air alarm and a notification from the State Emergency Service of Ukraine. I didn’t feel anything that day, it didn’t matter to me. I silently got dressed, went into the corridor and did my homework.

The parents are panicking again, thinking that everything will happen again, I tried to calm them down and offered to play cards. Time passed quickly and we waited for the break in a calm atmosphere.

13.10.22

The Parliamentary Assembly of the Council of Europe adopted a resolution calling Russia a terrorist regime.

99 deputies supported it, 1 abstained.

Finally, this is a big step towards our victory. But I am surprised that such a decision was made on the 232nd day of the full-scale war. This news improved my mood, I felt the taste of victory again and went to thank our soldiers with a small donation.

Also, on this day, 20 of our heroes were released from captivity!! They are at HOME; they are finally with their relatives in their native land. I am happy for them.

15.10.22-16.10.22

Everything is stable. There was constant anxiety, but there were no critical situations.

17.10.22

A terrible day. We woke up again to the sound of explosions. Russian troops attacked the capital with kamikaze drones, 18 people were rescued from the house in which the explosion occurred and two more remained under the rubble. Unfortunately, it was not possible to save them, a young couple, a man and a pregnant woman, who were expecting their baby, could not survive this war. My soul is crying, I sympathize with all the people who lost their loved ones because of this “release.”

But there is good news on such a terrible day. Ukraine freed 108 women from captivity. 37 evacuees from Azovstal, 11 officers and 85 privates and sergeants.

18.10.22

The situation is the same as yesterday. The Air Force did a very good job. I was in shelter for a very long time. My emotional state is at zero, I want revenge, I want peace and tranquility.

I see that many people are panicking and in a bad mood right now.

And this is what Russia’s terrorism is aimed at. As we can see, they are completely losing at the battlefield and, most likely, soon there will be something more ‘splendid’ for them, so they decided to use terror against us first of all.

All these attempts to leave Ukrainians without electricity and water, the killing of civilians, the informational attack from all sides – everything is aimed at destabilizing society. In their opinion, this will speed up our involvement in the negotiations.

But what a path we have already taken, how many territories we have returned, what enormous military power we have built up and are building up every day, and how many of the best people are dying every day for a free Ukraine…

So now, no matter how scared you are, no matter how sad and scary you are, you must understand that all this is just a manifestation of their weakness. They could not defeat our army and they will not be able to defeat us.

Our soldiers are fired at the front-line 24/7 with everything they have, and they are no warmer at the front than you are in your apartment, so we cannot show weakness.

Believe in the Armed Forces, believe in victory and always help the military.