You will decrease the circle of friends.

You will begin to notice that familiar conversations with friends and acquaintances are somehow not glued. It seems everything is as it was, but for some reason less interesting. Because you will no longer be able to keep talking about the fact that everything is bad and everybody is bad, the work does not inspire and the business does not go well, the husband is frustrated and the wife is to blame for everything. You will stop playing games because, in order to play by the rules, you need at least two. And that is why for your friends you will become a very uncomfortable person who spoils the whole game and shows that the king is naked.

It will be hard for you to work at the unloved work and to do something that makes no sense. Thus, either you choose to get involved as much as possible in your current activity, or change it radically. If you have a need for work, fear, habit or automatism, it will immediately come to the surface and you will have to do something about it.

Your relationship will begin to pop at the seams. Because most relationships are not a solid union of equals but a bundle of interdependencies and compensations. If he feels that he is losing you, the partner will make every effort to get you back, but you will react to all reproaches with surprise and misunderstanding, like to an alien attempt to establish contact with you in the Martian language.

You will feel lonely. Because all unnecessary and unrealistic connections, which were built on insufficiency, emptiness, consumerism and selfishness, will fall off. And this new, do not understand from where the formed emptiness, at first will scare you, like a gaping abyss, but gradually it will begin to fill with exactly what is alive and present in you.

You cannot fool yourself or others. Almost physically (like Pinocchio with a growing nose) you will feel any inner untruth — in words, thoughts and actions. And it will be just disgusting, because every time, saying not what you really think, you will feel the gnashing of cat’s claws in your soul. And no, it does not shut down.

You suddenly find that the people around are suffering. And they do not suffer from hard life — on the contrary, everything is in order with their lives. They suffer from the illusion that something is wrong with their lives. And if earlier you were too busy living your own suffering – now you will begin to live all the suffering of the people around you, because your own will no longer exist. And at this moment you will have only one thing — to help everyone and everyone at every moment in time, with what you can — because it will be simply impossible to do otherwise.

You will be ashamed. For many of your past words and deeds, because you have to face the truth and recognize that the source of all your problems is not someone from the outside, but you yourself. As soon as you realize this, shame will disappear, and inner calm will finally take its place.

You will talk less. Because everything that you said out of fear, envy, selfishness and anger will fall off. You can no longer write judgmental comments on social networks because it will cease to be important and necessary. And in general, for some time you will not be able to write anything at all, because everything that you wrote before will seem to you as nonsense. And it turns out that silence is real gold, which we often do not notice because of the hustle and speed of successive events.

Your picture of the world will collapse. And you will understand that there is not only your correct opinion and all the others are wrong, but an infinite space of options and opportunities. And all the restrictions — there is nothing like an illusion invented by you.

You will have to take responsibility for yourself. You will understand that you have nothing to expect from anyone, and no one owes you anything. All that is in your life – it does not depend on external factors, a stupid boss, a dull partner and a bitcoin course, but from yourself.

You live exactly the life you deserve, and you will have nothing else until you take responsibility for what you have. But at this very moment personal responsibility will cease to be a burden, from which it is necessary to run, flashing heels or throwing it on others, it will become the only true and logical order of things.

And so, day after day, all superficial, artificial and hypocritical, will begin to sprinkle, exposing internal emptiness. And all the present – it will come to light, grow, break through, strengthen and take root in you. And this is not a gentle and pleasant process. Often this is crushing destruction of habits and automatisms acquired over the years. But when you get out from the wreckage of your destroyed mental patterns, you will realize that it was worth it.